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Happy Birthday, Dear Baba. |
The joy of Your birth comes painfully to me, |
as did the birth of my son. |
One can resist or yield. Either way there is pain. |
But there is joy in eliminating the pain of resistance |
to allow the pain of birth its glory. |
So in single-minded yielding my son was born. |
He came with Your presence all over him. |
His birthday was Your birthday. |
And Your birthday was my birthday. |
As I held him for the first time, |
I knew You held him as You hold me. |
I saw him cry as I loved him, |
as, in my ignorance, I cry in the presence of Your love. |
As I changed his diapers, he did not know his discomfort |
was my caring for him, |
as I do not always know my suffering is in Your loving care. |
How You must smile at my tears as I smile at his. |
How You must laugh with my laughter as I laugh with him. |
My joy in watching him grow is Your joy in watching me grow. |
For You are the child and the mother. |
You are the receiver and the giver. |
You are birth. |
Every moment is Your birthday. |
With every breath |
my soul is born. |
With each contraction |
my heart must learn to love the pain of expanding |
to allow your emergence. |
In the breath of each of us, You are being born always. |
As we embrace each other, You are being born. |
As we suffer in our separation, You are being born. |
As we are bonded in love, You are being born. |
As we are doubtful and despairing, You are being born. |
As we sing in the joy of Your presence, You are being born. |
The power of Your birth is irrepressible, |
for as You are being born, so are we. |
Happy Birthday, Beloved Baba. |
Happy Birthday to Us All! |
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